In this raw and personal video, I open up about why I’m stepping away — why, after years of fighting, questioning, and creating, I’ve reached a point where I can’t keep going the same way. I talk about the crushing weight of constant threats, the exhaustion of living under pressure, and the toll that comes from knowing every word, every video, might cost me my safety or freedom.

This isn’t a surrender; it’s a shift. I explain how survival sometimes means choosing silence — not because the message is gone, but because the space to speak has been violently closed. I reflect on the heartbreak of watching your work bring change and spark thought, but also bring punishment, isolation, and danger.