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“1331 days left to freedom. No details on how or why.”
– Patience is hard. Though, I consider it a lesson to appreciate freedom for me and for all beings for the rest of my life. After that, I’ll have many years to live, and I’m willing to live them to the fullest. But until then, I’ll be reflecting on myself and see what I can do that could make my psychological state and my life in general better.
– First, I quit meat. Even though it should be the norm but it made me feel better about myself. I love nature incredibly and thinking about how I spent all these years only think about myself and not other animals as well hurt me. That time is passed and I hope you do the same as well. It’s a better way of looking at life.
– I’m trying to spend my time learning new things. Starting with coding and website designing. I spent many nights making my new website sherifgaber.com look the way it is now. I want to write and share my thoughts on it regularly but I’m thinking more about videos at the moment.
– Talking about the videos. I’ve been writing a few video scripts for the past few weeks. videos that can change lives for the better if they’re uploaded on Youtube. But doing such has consequences. Even if they don’t include anything that some people might find upsetting, still, there’s a risk. And even though taking risks can lead to better things, it also can lead to regret. So I’m putting deep thoughts into this to make the right decision on whether I should upload it now or wait. I thought about shifting the type of videos I make for now until I’m safe… but I just don’t like that feeling. That avoiding something because you’re afraid feeling.
– I also want to socialize. The past few years of my life really broke something in me. Even though I love everyone. But still, I feel like I don’t wanna interact with others. Not even posting anything. This isn’t healthy and so I’ve thought about learning more about photography and then share the pictures I take with you on Instagram regularly. I think, with time, I’ll feel better.
– Finally, I hope you be safe and stay home at these times. Life’s worth living.
